aurelia alviana Fedora
Hooray!! Nw I'm back in my room in the house where I stay for the time being...during my study years in the UK (gosh, I cant believe I have a house now!! Though it's a MARJON Student Village~~) after a week in LOndon. Believe me, I had a glorious week in London (except for the urgh...panoramic scene of the hotel~hey,does that word exist???~and of course...Londonese who thought us as ORIENTALS...yea...of course I'm half ORIENTAL coz my mom's CHINESE...blah3...racist...one whole day tidying up the room, gayut-ing on the skype ^__^ laundry making, folding the clothes (apart from a break where I strayed away watching Doctor Who and Charmed...hey, nice TV series what..do watch :D...) doing the sudoku and sleep!! But hey! Look at the clock, it's half past one and i'm still WIDE OPEN! @#$%^&*!!!! g0 2 sleep laa babe...u'll need ur energy 2mrw 2 fill the fridges again ^^

yea,truthfully i was tired but i have to admit that i cannot sleep. thinking of crapping about insomnia..the symptoms...the impact...how to overcome...but I'll consider the idea of crapping about the ideas someday soon. i need a detailed research (does that word exist in this universe???) so that I wont talk crap again like what I'm doing right now. Yea3...i cant stop crapping...and honestly, I dont even think that I will stop crapping till i'll reconsider the idea of being more serious in a more serious situation (crap...u knw i'll never be more serious in whatever kinda situation ^^)

i think i really need my sleep or else i'll crap more than ever...no more Doctor Who at this hour...no more Charmed at this hour..just...go...to....sleep...(yawns)...nite everyone!!!sleep tite~~zZzZz...
aurelia alviana Fedora
Well, this afternoon I was busy watching Charmed Season 6 in my lappy (coz d Internet scuks the whole day!!!)...and then suddenly I saw this thingy falling from sky...


Thru my window!!! Am I dreaming? And it continue to fall and fall...and it became like this...


I believe that I will have a WHITE CHRISTMAS this year!!! Ho0yeeaahh...:)


d pond also was half frozen.am i dreaming?hoyeeaahh!!~~




And poof!!! Where did all the white thingy go? Dont believe me? Take a peek thru ur window 2 see if d white thingy still on the ground outside ur door..:)
aurelia alviana Fedora
The first time I listened to this song, it didn't bring anything to me. Deep feelings for something, I mean. Now, things have changed. I sensed something... but what is it? Why can't I just enjoyed listening without thinking why must I think about something? (something which I need not to know...)

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best thing in life; they are free

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

aurelia alviana Fedora
I've been looking for this song for so long. And today, hurrah. I got it. Yezza. Whoops, don't even try to distract me... I'm going to stick the earphone plugs into my ears and vroommm!!!! I like~

OoOohhh...
Caught in a bad romance...
OoOhhhh....
Caught in a bad romance...



Rar-rar...ah-ah-ah...
Ro-mah...ro-mah-mah...
Gaga ul-lala...
Want your bad romance...



I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love



I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leathe-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love



You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
Your bad romance



I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You an me could write a bad romance
(OoOhhh...)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



OoOhhh...
Caught in a bad romance...
OoOhhh...
Caught in a bad romance...



Rar-rar...ah-ah-ah...
Ro-mah...ro-mah-mah...
Gaga ul-lala...
Want your bad romance...



I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as you're mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love



I want your psicho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love



You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
('Cause I'm a freak b***h, baby!)
I want it bad
Your bad romance



I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(OoOhhh...)
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



OoOhhh...
Caught in a bad romance...
OoOhhh...
Caught in a bad romance...



Rar-rar...ah-ah-ah...
Ro-mah...ro-mah-mah...
Gaga ul-lala...
Want your bad romance...



Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Move that b***h crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Move that b***h crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Move that b***h crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
I'm a freak b***h baby



I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(OoOhhh...)


I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



J'veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revenge
J'veux ton amour


I don't wanna be friends

OoOhhh...
I don't wanna be friends...
OoOhhh...
Caught in a bad romance...



(I don't wanna be friends)
OoOhhh...
(Want your bad romance)
Caugh in a bad romance
(Want your bad romance)



I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance



OoOhhh...
(Want your bad romance)
OoOhhh...
Caught in a bad romance...
(Want your bad romance)
OoOhhh...
(Want your bad romance)
OoOhhh...
Caught in a bad romance...



Rar-rar...ah-ah-ah...
Ro-mah...ro-mah-mah...
Gaga ul-lala...
Want your bad romance...

*purring like a little kitten :)*
aurelia alviana Fedora
...

and now my lips got hurt. It sucks even more.

...

*tuuuuuuuuuutttttttt*
aurelia alviana Fedora
Life is so bitch-bickering. There are times when you feel like you own the whole world, you can choose what Zara dress you want to wear, what Gucci handbag matches the suit best, what Yves Saint Laurent perfume turns on your feeling most, which Jimmy Choo stilletos are the ones that makes you feel you are the sexiest woman in the world...and the list goes on. But there are times when you feel like you are the Cinderella among all the Cinderellas in the world, the world is spinning round and round with an ultimate spin which is I-don't-even-know-how-to-describe speed, you feel that there's an ultimate burden on your shoulder and you feel you can't lift it up even for an inch and you feel as if you are being put to test by the Almighty. Oh, life's just like that. Nothing's gonna harm me. That's the fantasy when the reality is I HATE IT!!!! But I can't do anything; I'm just a fragile human which you cannot expect something out to be totally and absolutely wonderful from me. but hey, I'm not a pervert, I'm not as weak as you think because I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY THAT I'M A PERVERT!!!!!

The feeling's there;

...irritati0n...

...ann0yance...

...angry...

...fucked up...

...GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE!!!...

Oh crap. I can't stay in the class any longer. I've lost interest with what the lecturer is bickering about, and so be it. I'm tired of everything;

...d0uble-masked faces...

...backstabbers...

...m***** f*****s...

...a**holes...

trait0rs...

...nuff siad. *sigh*. I closed my books, tidy my study table...aww, what a goody-goody little girl...crap.Switched off the bedside lap...and dozed off before I sway in my dreams till the sunshine rises again.

And once again, I wuff my life :)
aurelia alviana Fedora
I sat at my desk facing my laptop, thinking hard. There are times when I really need to think hard. Yupp. Because I do not know how to differentiate between tiredness and weariness. At times, I think both are same. Crap. This is insane. Still, I want to talk about this whole insane thingy in this blog because I am so damn bored and do not even have the slightest idea of what should i put in this I-never-realise-that-this-whole-thingy-is-crap blog; I think this is the lamest part of me. Cop3; does this word exist??? (lamest?wujud ke??thinking hard..)

MESC06 for me is an interesting subject. But OMG, i would have never know that tasks would queue this fast!! I giggled when I saw a bunch of my coursemates rushed to the library looking for this so-called book...which I didn't remember who is the author. (Guys, I am one of the good old chaps rushing for the book, you know.LOL) Poor guy. Sorry. Someday soon I'll cite you in this blog. I can assure you that. *wink2* I don't think that relates to the tiredness or the weariness i felt till now. Move on to the next story. Next, please!

That afternoon, Beba, Imma, Auni, Fong, Shah, Ben, David, Adibah and I went to the town accompanying Iylia, Auni, Imma and David to the bank (they haven't open their account). So after waiting for i-dont-know-how-long-have-i-been-waiting-for-them minutes, we all went kononnya wanted to have lunch at Nawroz.I was really frustrated when several friends started to leave us and head to Nawroz themselves. Begitulaa kawan. Instead of Nawroz, we had our lunch at McDonald here at the Royal Parade (is that the name of the place?) and watched people evacuating several areas. I'm not quite sure with what I heard but there must be something with bomb. Makes me feel as if I was in a James Bond action scene. Hurrah. Felt so glamourous. Chewah.

Well, hafta leave now. Till we meet again...chalo bette!

And once again, I wuff my life :)
aurelia alviana Fedora


i really hate this period of time.i dun know why.sometimes when i ask for it the time will never come.yet the things go otherwise when i dont ask for it.crap.what am i talking about?it doesnt make sense but i'm pretty sure some of the people out there knows what is going on with me now.

hey,don't take it seriously kay.being a girl is normal for me when i feel awkward during 'the season of red'...which i prefer to call it such way...or for other girls, datang bulan..(nak jugak aku cakap terang2...aduish). yeap,i faced this kinda problem since my period never run smooth.there are times when i didnt have my period for months but when things happen, i began to worry. everything changes upside down when 'bendera jepon naek'.so irritating, but i have to bear with it since i'm a normal lady.and i'm proud to be one.full stop.

how does it feel to be a normal lady? i believe that i am experiencing it now.LOL.crap; what am i talking about?nonsense. well, i think i will stop here. till then, tata!!~~
aurelia alviana Fedora
Last one, I was talking about the 'sambal belacan'. Somehow, I felt that I am craving for fried salted fish. Eheh. But not to the extent that I really wanted the 'ikan long', but I prefer the small dried salted fish because once when you have fried it, you can just eat it like you crave for a keropok.Yummy. But salty :P


ikan masin goreng kering

When I was a small girl I never liked the 'ikan masin goreng'. Be it the dried one or the a-bit-juicy (i don't even know how to describe it, but the flesh is a bit "basah2" laa) one, I never liked salted fish. I don't even know why.I don't have the feeling to crave something like that. I started to crave for dried salted fish...the dried one...maybe after I went to Gaya. Yupp. There was one time when I brought the salted fish and fried it using my rice cooker. Luckily the rice cooker can still be used till now. Or else I am 100% sure my mum would slaughter me. :)

On one side, I don't prefer much the salted fish definitely because of the taste. NO VITAMINS. Yet, the sensation of eating such delicacy is there and for sure it will make you lick your finger clean. :) On the other hand, I am lucky because I don't have ecszema. Some people will have ecszema after eating food which contains high amount of salt, particularly belachan (eyt, dialek ape tuh?) and salted fish. I thank God for that. XD

I think that's all for now. Wanna see if got any ice-cream left in the fridge.Till then, chalo bete!!~
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aurelia alviana Fedora
I thank God because I was born in this so-called multi-racial country named MALAYSIA. :) Despite of the small chaos that occurs everywhere, I still can go to school, hanging out with my friends because my friends came from various kinds of races. I have friends who are Malay, Chinese, Indian, Kadazan, Dusun, Iban, Kenyah, Kayan, and the list goes on. I am truly happy for that. Despite of the people's friendliness here, I also like the delicacies which makes your mouth really waters. However, I will only be talking about one type of Asian delicacy which i savour most: the SAMBAL BELACAN.


The sambal belacan
The sambal belacan, also known as the shrimp paste, is not really being liked by everyone because of the awful smell as well as the smell of the breath after having it as one of your choice which comes along with the rice or raw vegies. However, it is still popular among the Asian as the sweetness, the saltiness as well as the sourness blends together creating a sensation that really melts in your mouth. It is a very simple delicacy as you will only need two red onions, some anchovies, chillies and a bit of 'belacan' which acts as the secret weapon in making this mouth-watering savoury a finger-licking delicacy. (kalah KFC :))



I love eating sabal belacan. Why yes, I love it very much when it comes to eating 'linut' (a Melanau traditional delicacy...which the Sabahans do call it as 'ambuyat') and raw vegies (I called them 'ulam.:D) I hope I still can make one when I am in UK already. Well, I this is it. Till then, chalo bete!
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aurelia alviana Fedora
Everything has it's own bureaucracy. Until sometimes you yourself will get irritated because of the administration system. I was studying in this so-called educational institution for the past two years for my Foundation programme. What I want to highlight here may seem to be a small matter, but how I wish that the administration system of this so-called institution really gets my annoyance to the utmost.

I started my study period in this I-don't-even-want-to-mention-the-name institution as soon as my matrix holidays were over. I went back to pack my things instead of unpack it, like what everyone does after the holidays. The next day, I did not enter my lecture class and even my tutorial class because I need to hand in my resignation letter. Crap. That was one thing I regret at first, because the following week, I received news from my colleagues that I received an amount of money from Yayasan Sarawak. Forget about it. Not long after that, my daddy arrived and we both rushed straightaway to catch a flight from Labuan to Kota Kinabalu. Kota Kinabalu, here I come! (and that was two years ago.)

Well, that was not the focal point I wanted to stress out here, but what I wanted to mention is about my RM300 which includes a college T-shirt with the college sweater and the college track bottoms, matric card and a name tag. Guess what, until today I only received my college sweater, my college track bottoms, and the matric card. The name tag? I won't count because Mr.X (not the real name) has promised to make a new one for me. The college T-shirt? Along with the crap in it. I don't even see any traces of it. Luckily they changed the adminintration system, though only that particular section. I just wanted to pinpoint the section that Mr.X holds before. I think I regret now when my daddy paid the fees straightaway to him. Why don't I think of paying through the bank instead before? It's useless now because the rice had already turned into porridge (Malay proverb)

I think that's another kind of human stupidity I have encountered. I will tell more in time to come. Till then, chalo bete!
aurelia alviana Fedora
There are some, which I believe too stupid to be true, but still I want to highlight here. Let's check this out.

1. That was the day when my sis reported for her Bachelor of Medicine and Surgery course in UM. After sending her to be 'locked up' there (kidding :P), my uncle dropped my dad and I at the YMCA Building. Unfortunately, there was no room for my daddy. Not us. LOL. So we wander everywhere, go 'jalan-jalan cari makan' then took a pleasant rest at the lobby of the Sentral Hotel. After dropping our bags there, we went to Kl Sentral to take the KTM to Midvalley. It happened when suddenly there's a guy who was 'sempurna serba serbi' walking past us as if he was rushing after something. What mad made him looked 'cacat' was when after he walked past us, HE TOOK OUT HIS 'TONGKAT PUTIH' LIKE THE ONE BLIND PEOPLE USED. I guess that he was trying to make people around him feel sympathetic towards him. Fool. What the hell is he thinking?? Really stupid. Moral of the story: have no mercy on other people!

2. 19th of August. I bet Beba still vividly remember this day. I asked her to accompany me to UM to pay a visit to my sis there. Okaylaa, she said. So, we went to one of the main doors to take a cab. The wrong part is, we took the cab from the East Atrium. At first, the taxi driver wanted to charged us RM15. What the heck! "Cekik darah ke ape nih..." I was nearly furious that time. Nasib baik dapat kontrol. Kalo tak hampehlaa taxi driver tuu kene sumpah aku. Biaq padan muke die. LOL. He asked if I wanted less, so I asked for RM10. (Sialan. masih mahal tuu.) The Indian taxi driver still wanted RM15, so we have decided to blah. The Chinese taxi driver accepted our offer. (I think he's desperate to get a customer on his cab. :P) Melayang laa RM10 aku. Sabar jekklaa. Moral of the story: next time won't take any cabs from the East Atrium.

3. We decided to go back to Kajang (uncle's place) at 7. I know it was a wrong time, but let me finish the story first. Eheh. We bought tickets to board the KTM to KTM UKM...the nearest KTM station to Bandar Baru Bangi. With shopping bags full in our hands, of course Beba and I felt totally exhausted. As if we would collapse any time. Hyperbole. What irritates us most was the Malaysian attitude. Pushing people at the door of the train. AS if they don't think that other people also wanted to go back home, have a nice warm dinner, have a proper bath, spend time with families, resting, and the list goes on. I do understand KLites, but do they understand people in their community? Yeah, people nowadays are busy looking for money because yeap, I agree to the extent that MONEY IS ESSENTIAL FOR LIFE but i dislike THE PUSHING-OTHER-PEOPLE-BEHIND-BEFORE-BOARDING-A-TRAIN attitude. Don't they think that besides irritating other people, they are causing a lot of woundings as well? Worse comes to the worst, might be casualties. Tipical Malaysians; when will they change into better persons? No wonder Malaysia tak maju2 (Beba, 2009).

So that's a part of human stupidity I want to share here. If I want to story all of it I bet that you all would feel bored to read it. So I better pen-off here. I will tell more in time to come. Chalo bete!
aurelia alviana Fedora
12.48p.m. Still sitting in the living room at home, watching the Indonesian telenovela 'Demi Cinta'. Just like the Korean drama 'Autumn In My Heart'. Boredom fills the atmosphere. One month left before the departure to Heathrow. The first group will depart to Beijing next week. How time flies.

12.59p.m. Still doing nothing. The Indonesian telenovela also have finished. Still, I don't even have the slightest idea what should I do now. WTH... I sigh. Laying down, watching the ceilings above. Blank. Clueless. I raced up the stairs, reached for my 'New Moon' and started to read from the page where I stopped last night. My next aim: GET THE NEXT SAGA -'ECLIPSE'-!!~~

1.05p.m. It's past lunch time. Not hungry at all because I just had a bowl of Maggi ayam. Still regret that I haven't watch these movies!!~~

1. HARRY POTTER : HALF-BLOOD PRINCE
2. G-I JOE
3. ICE AGE (i can't recall what is the actual name of the movie)
I bet there are more movies and I'm not sure when will I have the time to watch these movies again. Gosh, how I miss to watch these movies...
p/s: Can anyone please tell me what to do now??I'm trapped in the ultimate boredom!!~~
aurelia alviana Fedora
Venue: Kem Bina Negara Tanjung Rhu, Sepang
Duration: 5 days 4 nights (suffer in silence?i don't think so...)


i kinda feel that the activities are quite interesting...tho i can easily get bored with some. (chuckle). well,before i go on further, let me express what do i like and what do i kinda not-so-like in the camp keh...

likey2...: food?average...abseiling?great!tho i feel a bit GAYAT...25 metres man!what do u expect??:) hostel?ok laa...at least got a place to sleep ryte??heheh...what else?i'll keep this updated frm time to time k...

not-likey2: hostel condition! yeap...a bit warm and stuffy..sorry..hehe...then line reception! wondering lyk hell around the hostel trying to find d best receptoon...(thank God Celcom can still be reachable anywhere..yeap..:P) kembara?yea..a bit dull...smpat lg tdo by the beach...sorry guys..hihi...what else?i'll try to reminisce frm time to time k...

i learnt a lot of things frm the camp,seriously.before i never think that youths don't contribute that much to the country. but after then,i realise that youths play the major role now in pertaining the country's sovereignity (whatever it is...). a little wrong step taken can lead to chaotic disaster...NOT to the extent that Malaysia will face another tsunami (big NO-NO for that...) but let's ponder back to the incidents of the Bersih demonstration, Hindraf and whatsoever sewaktu dengannya.

i pity laa wif the people yang buat that kinda things. i rili feel that org2 spatutnya yg join this kinda camp are those yang create this kind of chaos. i rili say it out loud from the core of my heart. yeap. i may be d little ones; passive to voice out my opinions, but in the deep silence i may protest out the actions that i feel that is inappropriate. (w0w,slow down baby :)) kesian tau org yang dh byk mperjuangkan kemerdekaan negara kita.xbersyukur ke lagi diorg tuu? i realised how priceless this independence is when i saw Tok Wan (Group 1's fasi) told the story of how his mother sacrificed her bracelets in order nak biaya pbelanjaan pemimpin negara that time g ke LOnd0n untuk menuntut kemerdekaan wif TEARS IN HIS EYES. xkesian ke korang weyh??hurm...

i missed d memories i gained thruout d camp.guys from Group 1,kip in tach owes k.u guys r0ck laa..hihi...tw0 thumbs up buat penghulu...tho die bwat aku bace pantun pelik2 time majlis kawen tuh...ngua3...i'll cherished d moments i gained there.sob..sob...rinduu daa...hehe...time to pen-off...gotta chow first...g0odnite!
aurelia alviana Fedora
Believe it or not? Actually I was talking about my final papers. Today's my big day...and so do the upcoming three days more. Three days more = Three more papers to go. *Sigh*. Persevere with it, and just perform my very best. Aja-aja fighting!!!

By the way, I'm looking forward to the next event: 29th June - 3rd July... Tjg. Ru, Sepang... Kem Tatanegara... (w0w,patriotiknyerr I...*LOL*...)... Just can't imagine how it looks... Will it be the same like the previous PLKN? Just this time my crazy buddies (hey princesses!!!~~) will not be with me. Miss you buddies!!!hehe~~

Star Trek: Gosh...it was really great man! I had a wonderful time watching this movie... tho the exam's just around the corner. Next aim: Night At The Museum II, this Thursday... I'm not going to miss any chances watching this movie. After all, that day was the last day of the battle between U.S.S Enterprise and the Romulans!~ Jeez...gonna be great this time :)
aurelia alviana Fedora
i'm sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do,
i'm trying to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you,
but you know it's not working out cause you're always on my mind,
one thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind...ohh...

and i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did...

i'm sitting here, trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me,
but the more i think, the less i believe and the more i want you here with me,
you know the holidays are coming up i don't want to spend them alone,
memories of Christmas time with you will just kill me if i'm on my own...ohh...

and i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back,
i know it's not the smartest thing to do, we just can't seem to make it right,
but what i wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight...
one more chance tonight...

i'm sitting here, trying to entertain myself with this old guitar,
but with all my inspirations, God, it's not getting me very far,
i looked around my room and everything i see reminds me of you,
oh please Baby won't you take my hands we've got nothing left to prove...ohh...

and i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did...

and i didn't mean to meet you then, we were just kids,
and i didn't mean to give you chills, the way that i kissed,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did...
don't say you didn't mean to love me back cause you did...
no, you didn't mean to love me back but you did...

...*memory of the past that i regret most :((*...

p/s: 6 days left before the finals...
aurelia alviana Fedora
all these while, i have been questioning myself, what is life all about? (...rhetorical question...) i keep on pondering and pondering till i never know which answer is wrong and which is right. (...ellipsis...) people always mention that there's nothing wrong and there's nothing right BUT i believe there must be something wrong and there must be something that is absolutely right. there are no questions left unanswered. but, how do i know which is wrong and which is right? how do i know whether i am holding to my life prophecy or not? (...another rhetorical question...) i just cannot believe in everything that surrounds me now. everything's a veil covering the whole truth. (...metaphor...???) i just can believe in myself now. all the problems that bothering my mind i seem cannot to tell anyone, and i just don't know why. i need some space of my own. i need to clear my mind. i don't want to be bothered by all the things that happen around me. i just cannot trust my surroundings; i don't know why...

aurelia alviana Fedora

...the proud logo of IPGM Gaya Campus Kota Kinabalu, Sabah...

Really...I just cant believe that my two years of foundation studies in this college has almost come to it's end. Time flies so fast till u do not realize that you are almost reaching the ultimate goal of your study : TO PURSUE FURTHER STUDIES IN UK... Wow!! Isn't that amazing??

Two years in Kota Kinabalu honestly is not a short period...not even long enough to enjoy urself to the extent u're free from ur parents' control. crap. lies lie between lies. haha. what does that mean? forget about it. back to the studies talk. exam starts on the 18th of may and finishes on the 21st of may. (...M.E.R.D.E.K.A...) then i'll have my long-but-boring holiday. i hate holidays...

I wonder what's everyone's plannings for the upcoming break? go shopping and buy winter apparels, i guess? early preparations, eyh? i think i should go and get my license fast. note to self: remind daddy that i want my licence to be done fast. oops, forgot one thing: cannot go jalan-jalan after this. only one car left: daddy's waja. i wonder how the drunkard got bumped into mummy's avansa. hope that person really look forward to pay the repair cost laa...it's not cheap dude. not to self: prepare backup plans if the car is still not in the good condition as soon as i got back home. haiz...

...the cheerful faces during the class...Muiz, Azmi, Rama and I...
aurelia alviana Fedora
...1st June 2009-5th June 2009...

...Meru, Kelang...


Well,let me see...and Opps!!there goes the excitement of Gawai celebration...duhh...
i had this so-called trouble when i informed my papa to book my flight ticket to go back to Sarawak two weeks ago,perhaps...telling that i'll be flying to KL from Bintulu on the 31st of May...but then, recently we were told that we will be flying in a group from Kota Kinabalu...
guess what?I had to fly back to KK on the 30th laa...apa lagi??there goes my rest on the hols...

what to do?at least I know that i still have the chance to fly to England in September...by God's willing...i really pray hard now so that I can make it to UK...I've come this far,so why all the waste?Alley,get up and be strong!!!Study!!!!

DYGTA-KERNA KU SAYANG KAMU


Seriuosly, this song reminds me of my pals--Val, Syl, Ann and Dayang. I wonder how are my friends doing rite now...Really miss them much...At least I can meet them once before i off for UK...Please friends, if u're out there reading this blog of mie,do respond to me...i really miss u all...



aurelia alviana Fedora
days burdened by assignments finished at last..hee..
well, i didnt realise that i didnt open my blog for how many centuries back...n whoa...if this's a book,i bet it must be very dusty by now...*sigh*...

...A.S.S.I.G.N.M.E.N.T.S...


honestly,i dun wanna talk about assignments anymore. it's tiring man...n very soon enuf,we're going to sit for our MOCK exam. well, come to think of it...i've been spending my days lately gaming (not really gaming laa...it's just sort of playing simple games in my lappy to...err...enjoy myself,perhaps?) and WATCHING MOVIES...(duhh...)...and what do u expect from all these?my God...Al...wakey2...and STUDY!!!!!


camera candid-ing during Social Studies subject...(wth!!!!)...


Really man...i dun wanna regret in the future...what should i do now????

aurelia alviana Fedora
i was on the net since two in the afternoon, and guess what, that THINGY that i waited long didn't show up.

OUR ALLOWANCE.

gosh...do they expect that everyone really depends on FaMa Sdn.Bhd.???

now,it's six in the evening.no signs of it.

ALLOWANCE.

PLEASE LAA...if u all are not confident enough,just don't tell me when d allowance's coming out laa....yup,maybe u're right when u told d seniors but hey guys, whre's d ALLOWANCES for the PRE-DEGREE STUDENTS????

*mentang2laa kitorang blm msk degree pgrm kan...*...*sigh*...