aurelia alviana Fedora
Believe it or not? Actually I was talking about my final papers. Today's my big day...and so do the upcoming three days more. Three days more = Three more papers to go. *Sigh*. Persevere with it, and just perform my very best. Aja-aja fighting!!!

By the way, I'm looking forward to the next event: 29th June - 3rd July... Tjg. Ru, Sepang... Kem Tatanegara... (w0w,patriotiknyerr I...*LOL*...)... Just can't imagine how it looks... Will it be the same like the previous PLKN? Just this time my crazy buddies (hey princesses!!!~~) will not be with me. Miss you buddies!!!hehe~~

Star Trek: Gosh...it was really great man! I had a wonderful time watching this movie... tho the exam's just around the corner. Next aim: Night At The Museum II, this Thursday... I'm not going to miss any chances watching this movie. After all, that day was the last day of the battle between U.S.S Enterprise and the Romulans!~ Jeez...gonna be great this time :)
aurelia alviana Fedora
i'm sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do,
i'm trying to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you,
but you know it's not working out cause you're always on my mind,
one thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind...ohh...

and i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did...

i'm sitting here, trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me,
but the more i think, the less i believe and the more i want you here with me,
you know the holidays are coming up i don't want to spend them alone,
memories of Christmas time with you will just kill me if i'm on my own...ohh...

and i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back,
i know it's not the smartest thing to do, we just can't seem to make it right,
but what i wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight...
one more chance tonight...

i'm sitting here, trying to entertain myself with this old guitar,
but with all my inspirations, God, it's not getting me very far,
i looked around my room and everything i see reminds me of you,
oh please Baby won't you take my hands we've got nothing left to prove...ohh...

and i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did...

and i didn't mean to meet you then, we were just kids,
and i didn't mean to give you chills, the way that i kissed,
and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did,
and you didn't mean to love me back, but i know you did...
don't say you didn't mean to love me back cause you did...
no, you didn't mean to love me back but you did...

...*memory of the past that i regret most :((*...

p/s: 6 days left before the finals...
aurelia alviana Fedora
all these while, i have been questioning myself, what is life all about? (...rhetorical question...) i keep on pondering and pondering till i never know which answer is wrong and which is right. (...ellipsis...) people always mention that there's nothing wrong and there's nothing right BUT i believe there must be something wrong and there must be something that is absolutely right. there are no questions left unanswered. but, how do i know which is wrong and which is right? how do i know whether i am holding to my life prophecy or not? (...another rhetorical question...) i just cannot believe in everything that surrounds me now. everything's a veil covering the whole truth. (...metaphor...???) i just can believe in myself now. all the problems that bothering my mind i seem cannot to tell anyone, and i just don't know why. i need some space of my own. i need to clear my mind. i don't want to be bothered by all the things that happen around me. i just cannot trust my surroundings; i don't know why...

aurelia alviana Fedora

...the proud logo of IPGM Gaya Campus Kota Kinabalu, Sabah...

Really...I just cant believe that my two years of foundation studies in this college has almost come to it's end. Time flies so fast till u do not realize that you are almost reaching the ultimate goal of your study : TO PURSUE FURTHER STUDIES IN UK... Wow!! Isn't that amazing??

Two years in Kota Kinabalu honestly is not a short period...not even long enough to enjoy urself to the extent u're free from ur parents' control. crap. lies lie between lies. haha. what does that mean? forget about it. back to the studies talk. exam starts on the 18th of may and finishes on the 21st of may. (...M.E.R.D.E.K.A...) then i'll have my long-but-boring holiday. i hate holidays...

I wonder what's everyone's plannings for the upcoming break? go shopping and buy winter apparels, i guess? early preparations, eyh? i think i should go and get my license fast. note to self: remind daddy that i want my licence to be done fast. oops, forgot one thing: cannot go jalan-jalan after this. only one car left: daddy's waja. i wonder how the drunkard got bumped into mummy's avansa. hope that person really look forward to pay the repair cost laa...it's not cheap dude. not to self: prepare backup plans if the car is still not in the good condition as soon as i got back home. haiz...

...the cheerful faces during the class...Muiz, Azmi, Rama and I...