aurelia alviana Fedora
Life is so bitch-bickering. There are times when you feel like you own the whole world, you can choose what Zara dress you want to wear, what Gucci handbag matches the suit best, what Yves Saint Laurent perfume turns on your feeling most, which Jimmy Choo stilletos are the ones that makes you feel you are the sexiest woman in the world...and the list goes on. But there are times when you feel like you are the Cinderella among all the Cinderellas in the world, the world is spinning round and round with an ultimate spin which is I-don't-even-know-how-to-describe speed, you feel that there's an ultimate burden on your shoulder and you feel you can't lift it up even for an inch and you feel as if you are being put to test by the Almighty. Oh, life's just like that. Nothing's gonna harm me. That's the fantasy when the reality is I HATE IT!!!! But I can't do anything; I'm just a fragile human which you cannot expect something out to be totally and absolutely wonderful from me. but hey, I'm not a pervert, I'm not as weak as you think because I HATE IT WHEN YOU SAY THAT I'M A PERVERT!!!!!

The feeling's there;

...irritati0n...

...ann0yance...

...angry...

...fucked up...

...GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE!!!...

Oh crap. I can't stay in the class any longer. I've lost interest with what the lecturer is bickering about, and so be it. I'm tired of everything;

...d0uble-masked faces...

...backstabbers...

...m***** f*****s...

...a**holes...

trait0rs...

...nuff siad. *sigh*. I closed my books, tidy my study table...aww, what a goody-goody little girl...crap.Switched off the bedside lap...and dozed off before I sway in my dreams till the sunshine rises again.

And once again, I wuff my life :)
aurelia alviana Fedora
I sat at my desk facing my laptop, thinking hard. There are times when I really need to think hard. Yupp. Because I do not know how to differentiate between tiredness and weariness. At times, I think both are same. Crap. This is insane. Still, I want to talk about this whole insane thingy in this blog because I am so damn bored and do not even have the slightest idea of what should i put in this I-never-realise-that-this-whole-thingy-is-crap blog; I think this is the lamest part of me. Cop3; does this word exist??? (lamest?wujud ke??thinking hard..)

MESC06 for me is an interesting subject. But OMG, i would have never know that tasks would queue this fast!! I giggled when I saw a bunch of my coursemates rushed to the library looking for this so-called book...which I didn't remember who is the author. (Guys, I am one of the good old chaps rushing for the book, you know.LOL) Poor guy. Sorry. Someday soon I'll cite you in this blog. I can assure you that. *wink2* I don't think that relates to the tiredness or the weariness i felt till now. Move on to the next story. Next, please!

That afternoon, Beba, Imma, Auni, Fong, Shah, Ben, David, Adibah and I went to the town accompanying Iylia, Auni, Imma and David to the bank (they haven't open their account). So after waiting for i-dont-know-how-long-have-i-been-waiting-for-them minutes, we all went kononnya wanted to have lunch at Nawroz.I was really frustrated when several friends started to leave us and head to Nawroz themselves. Begitulaa kawan. Instead of Nawroz, we had our lunch at McDonald here at the Royal Parade (is that the name of the place?) and watched people evacuating several areas. I'm not quite sure with what I heard but there must be something with bomb. Makes me feel as if I was in a James Bond action scene. Hurrah. Felt so glamourous. Chewah.

Well, hafta leave now. Till we meet again...chalo bette!

And once again, I wuff my life :)
aurelia alviana Fedora


i really hate this period of time.i dun know why.sometimes when i ask for it the time will never come.yet the things go otherwise when i dont ask for it.crap.what am i talking about?it doesnt make sense but i'm pretty sure some of the people out there knows what is going on with me now.

hey,don't take it seriously kay.being a girl is normal for me when i feel awkward during 'the season of red'...which i prefer to call it such way...or for other girls, datang bulan..(nak jugak aku cakap terang2...aduish). yeap,i faced this kinda problem since my period never run smooth.there are times when i didnt have my period for months but when things happen, i began to worry. everything changes upside down when 'bendera jepon naek'.so irritating, but i have to bear with it since i'm a normal lady.and i'm proud to be one.full stop.

how does it feel to be a normal lady? i believe that i am experiencing it now.LOL.crap; what am i talking about?nonsense. well, i think i will stop here. till then, tata!!~~