well,where should i start?i havent open my FRIENDSTER for quite a period...busy,i should say...(busy kay02...:P)...and when i opened it today, what a surprise...i found this thing in my waiting-for-approvals comments...

something that sounds..."my webcam's finally working..bla..bla..."...

i'm not sure whether my friends play with this thingy or not...but eventually,i dun really likey that thing...plus,i dun think my friends really meddle with that kind of thing...PORNO,my friends...

yeap,i agree to the extent that maybe i should open my mind and just pretend that nothing is happening..but can i believe that my friends did that to me?well,i received three of it this morning..and one of it was sent by my best friend...and i know that she was not that type...plus,IT WAS SENT AT THREE IN THE MORNING!can you believe it??she couldnt have been staying up till that hour.i strongly believe that her FRIENDSTER has been hacked by someone out there...and who is it????

well,hackers are anywhere now dear....and we can never know who are them....

so....BEWARE MY FRIEND....DON'T LET U URSELF BE THE NEXT VICTIM...

The weather was damn hot. *sigh*. Wished I had an ice-cream now. Might s0othe me, might not. Who knows. As i was busy ‘blaming’ the throbbing pain in my head, i froze...suddenly. Jesse McCartney...Leavin’...0kay;n0 feelings.peri0d.why??my headache st0ps me fr0m letting g0 n listening 2 my fav s0ng!!*sigh*.again,there g0es my sigh.*sigh again*i wanna eat ice-cream!!!!*yelling*...*thumping d right foot*...0kay;ill st0p it.kiddies stuffs...*sigh again*...

*sigh*.it's raining again outside.raining since last night.*sigh*.guess what,i woke up late this morning.damn!i hate it...*sigh again*.0h..st0p it.i've been sighing f0r many times this morning n how i wish i can stop sighing and be more grateful with my present situation.*long sigh...*
anyway,i should have known since before that LIFE IS NEVER MEANT TO BE EASY AS WE THINK.peri0d.as a student,we cant absc0nd fr0m ASSIGNMENTS!!! and LOTSA TASKS...(duhh...)...st0p it. wen u gr0w up,u'll never can escape from ur resp0nsibilities as a WOMAN (wth!!!) or being a  'DEDICATED WIFE' (watever...) or...maybe a 'LOVING MOTHER'...(huhuh.funny huh...NOT...)...st0p it.crap.there i go again.duhh...
fine;i'll st0p now.there's nothing for me to boast about now.till we meet again,penn-off first.tuuuuuttttt.................

My journal for this week; I was just about to start writing something for this week, but there was something that make me froze for about ten minutes—and at the end, I barely had any creative ideas to be put into this week’s edition! Fine... *sigh*. Perhaps I should come up with some brilliant ideas for my 2008 Christmas resolution. Anyway, it’s too early to think about it. So, live life as usual and enjoy.

My life has been cramped with tonnes of assignments which are now waiting for the deadline to be adhered. Honestly, I experienced a dull life lately—in front of the lapt0p, ‘surfing’ Microsoft Word 2007, pictures snapping, and the so-called most interesting activity (NOT!), designing new desktop backgrounds. Well, back to the basic, nothing beats music. LOL. There I go again, banging my head as I enjoy the techno music that drifted me awhile before I realised that it is almost twelve midnight and I better get my sleep so that I will be more prepared for the next day’s class. Some sort of self-motivation. It works. *Wink*

 The Raya holiday is coming soon. To be honest, I am not keen of going back for my holiday. Well, what should I say now? The past is the past, and all I can do now is preparing me myself to head for the future. Am I right? Most of the time, I feel that life is troublesome. And there are times when I feel I cannot bear the jeopardy and at the end, I end up crying. Is the world full of tears? What goes around comes around. Again, to console myself, I let myself be drifted away as I listen to music. Nothing beats music. *smile*

n0tice wat??my face l0oks like an alien's wen i t0ok a pic using d lapt0p in this p0siti0n. *hey,i'm a GIRL, not an ALIEN!!!* that's d fault of d camera's p0siti0n. well, jz s0me snap 0f s0-called b0ring time... *sigh*... fine...0ff rec0rd... zZzZz...

2day's weather's nt s0 g0od. it's raining 0ut side, but hey; i hear silence 0ut there. d rain st0ps. *YIPPIE!!!!* n0pe...he's taking his nap, s0 be a gud girl, st0p BLOGGING and BLOG-HOPPING...*argh!!!*... and start d0ing ur assignments... I'm s0 being a dull Jack :(( ... it's drizzling 0ut there. fine. there c0mes d rain again. duhh... *sigh*...

i p0sted a bl0g this m0rning,but then after thinking a while (erk...shud i say after several hours ago??)... i decided 2 erase d bl0g...i dun wan any parties 2 feel 0ffended wif my bl0g..peace (:...

it's 3.58 pm. 2 minutes 2 4. hmm...while waiting fer d 2 minutes 2 pass,lemme talk about sumthing which people dun expect me 2 talk ab0ut. spices (: why?? it means a l0t 2 me (: cuz i enj0y c0oking!!! LOL :))

last tuesday,i still remembered,we had a sh0rt talk wif d deputy direct0r of ip k0ta bharu... (i dun rmmbr his name actually hahahah..) n he talked ab0ut a plate 0f mi mamak. unique,isnt it?? well,if i were given d chance, i wanna h0ld a min0r, yet vital r0le...2 be d salt. s0me ppl th0ught d salt is jz nt s0 imp0rtant, but think back; if u 4g0t 2 sprinkle salt in ur f0od,wudnt it be tasteless? i wanna be d salt bcus i wanna be d pers0n hu is rmmbrd nt bcuz 0f hu m i 2 them,bt i wanna b rmmbrd bcuz 0f wat ave i d0ne 2gether wif them. yet,is that thing p0ssible in d present being?? i dun think s0...

it's 4.09 nw...9 minutes past 4...wanna have tea wif me??c0me..hehe...

LIFE'S like been pranked hectically lately. Not enuf sleep? it's a common thingy. not enuf time 2 eat? erm... no comment... bad time management? hey, what m0re 2 blame? just kip ur m0uth shut laa....

i'm tired 0f listening 2 people's critics...whats0ever...n i wish n0t 2 fret anym0re. it's just like u urself r facing this kinda problem while d actual thingy is every0ne wh0 still p0ssess d title 'student' faces d same thingy! yet, th0se wh0 r whining n fretting can be c0unted by fingers 0n 0ne hand! where r d 0thers? r they patient enuf 2 face these kinda situati0n?

yes, patience is a virtue...but h0w if there is sum0ne wh0 always try 2 push u back 2 d wall and n0t letting u 2 step f0rward? 2 make it even w0rse, that particular pers0n l00ks like trying 2 let d0wn ur spirit, n0t pushing u up 4ward, enc0uraging u 2 make it 2 ur future...that sucks man!!! BULLSHIT!!!!

why dis kinda people still exist in this w0rld? why d0nt they just mind their 0wn w0rds n kip in 2 themselves? aftr all, their w0rds r nt killing themselves either... im tired 0f listening 2 such kinda people. sumtimes, 2 make it even look worse, i just wish they c0uld disappear from this face 0f earth... but i kn0w i c0uldn't... they have d rights 2 play their parts, t0o. this is what we call as 'psych0l0gy'... duhh... whatever...

it's am0st half past six and i still have language devel0pment class 2day. nid 2 prepare 4 my presentati0n. k la...till we meet again, kip 0n fretting and whining...=(

then i started 2 listen 2 Juliet The Orange -Ode From The Psychopath-... hmm... ode,eyh??since when??haha...

Maybe i slept the wrong way last nyte...i din realize the way i slept last nyte. all i knw, i was busy chatting till i felt damn sleepy....then the st0ry g0es 0n. what???



haha..i reminisced back d gala time...0ur annual TESL gathering dinner...we spent quite an am0unt 0f m0ney jz 2 make sure all 0f us l0ok majestic and 0hh!!!... GEORGEOUS... haha... th0ugh we din have any intenti0ns 2 any awards that nite... pehh... next time laa keyh...hehe...
let's l0ok at an0ther sh0t...sh0wtime!!!!


shidiey, beba, me, and clare...at least beba n clare's a bit decent that nite...haha....sum m0re...click!!!!


hehe...nw's m0st 0f d MARJONs..haha...0uch...i better st0p nw...huu...c ya nxt time!!!!

i was in my attempt to 'carik kedai' f0r my batik maktab when i suddenly received an SMS fr0m my fren... ab0ut d ICT scrapb0ok...

and...

2 make it sh0rt...i have 2 red0 my scrapb0ok!!!!!BULLSHIT!!! erk...

malas arr nak k0men byk2....life's a student's just like that...never will be like a l0llipop... LOLLIPOP?? Watever...

wat am i d0ing ere?? check this 0ut... guess wat...that night after puas2 kegeraman...i went 0ut and spent d wh0le nite at tjg aru... spend an0ther few h0urs m0re at p0rt view..haiya...rusak kawan...

wat 2 d0...

this is where d time i spent my days in tjg aru... BUT not d 0ne at night time!!! well...wat 2 d0...c ya...chia0w...

erk...n0thing much 2 say...but well, where shud i start??

well...i'll start by stating d0wn d date march 10th, 2008..

i woke up this morning,still feeling damn dr0wsy but i kn0w I HAVE TO!!! unless i wanna face terrible headache the wh0le day long. n0w d beluved maktab is having d mid sem h0ls but well..here i am...still stuck up in sabah...cuz I DUN WANNA G0 BAK H0ME!!! (wasting my papa money jerr...) enj0ying my h0ls ere wif my EHEM2!!!!! switie moochey2 boyfriend--HAHA!!!-- apart from all th0se ASSIGNMENTS!!!-eyy MARJONians, r u d0ing ur assgnmnts??haha- then cley and i 'rajin2kn diri' went surfing d net at -ala,mcm biasalaa...d mna lg klu bkn BLOK E ksygn tuu...mcm nda paham bha kaw nie...- bef0re my L0VEY D0VEY b0yfriend suddenly appr0ached me...alaa,biasa bha tuu klaw 0rg sda krnduan -haha!!!!- then we went f0r a walk -pusing2 DALAM MAKTAB ja bha...- bef0re we had 0ur lunch -a plate 0f MIHUN G0RENG CAMPUR and KUEY TE0W BASAH- at..erm...wat's d name ady...ALADDIN...sthg lyk dat laa... then lepak2 lg d0ing sthg secret HAHA!!! bef0re str0lling al0ng d waterfr0nt 0f d majestic K0TA KINABALU -cheh!!- and then hav 2 'bazir' arund rm12 bak 2 d 'luvable' MAKTAB... hmm... c0mplete 0ne day...isit?? hehe... well.... alviana bha...taw2 sja laa...wawawa~~!!!!!