Olla, peeps.

it's been like AAAGEEESSSSSS...that i have not post anything on the bloggie. Yeah, you read me right. And...I am back!! I can't say for how long I'll be here, but I'll try to keep you guys entertained with my crappy stories anyway. Lolzee. Moving on!!!

Too many stuffs happening in my life lately. Yeah, to sum it up, let me summarize everything in bits of points so that you can see how this life is coloured with crappy and boring stuffs. Watdeheck? REALLYYYY???

May

Well, I've officially finished my 6-crappy-years of study in BEd (Hons) TESL. Yeah, I missed my 6-awesome-years-siblings. We've been through thick and thin together like there's no yesterday and there's even no tomorrow. Lols. I was like...I can't believe that the 6 years have come to the end of it! Anyways, we keep on telling each and everyone of us that this is not the end of it. This is just another new beginning to our new lives. Awwww...so suwiiitttt!!! *vomiting tonnes of blood* Right, students life over, now moving on to ZE MOST HONOURABLE GRAPE PLANTER lifestyle!

July

I simply skipped to July since I led a boring life in June as a grape planter at home..and of course, ze most honourable driver for le sister. Hell yeah. And because I led a life like a potato on a couch, my life decided to revolt against me and yeah, I got me own job as a tuition tutor and yeah,  A TEACHER. First week, it was okay-ish. And life decided it wasn't fun enough to play me just like that. And there comes all the PBS workloads. Ohh yeah, bring it on. This is Alviana u're talking about. HAHAHAHA!! *pengsan 2saat*

November

Skipping again! So yeah, too much rebellion against me, so I've decided to skip all the best parts in all of the months. Bwahahaha!! So yeah, I got super tensed until I just decided to let go of everything. I mean, PBS. The last day of me managing th PBS thingy, I just hentam keromo. Trust me, it's not easy to handle all the filing system. I don't know what the heck the government thinks when they decided to change the education system!!! Anyways, hentam jak...and I boarded the flight to KL that very night for my convocation! Yeap, the graduation was in this month and that was the proudest moment in my life. I thanked God, I thanked mummy and daddy, I thanked my crazy-minded sisters, I thanked everyone who came into my life along the way, I thanked Mr.Bubu for being there and for being so patient with me when I ranted at him for all the difficulties I faced along the way. And yes, I heart you so much to the moon and back till my heart breaks. :') And yes, happy anniversary, namja chingu :) a year of pain and bliss, a year full of tears and laughters. And as days passed by, I began to love you more and more. Hearts and kisses lots and lots!!

December

Wait, what am I doing? Oh, for a second I thought I was recapping the year. No, no. Let me start with le sister's birthday which fell on the YCS Leadership Camp 2013. And I was like...aigoo, saya bknnya budak kecik, why the heck I was involved in this matter??? And there goes the interview. 8th of December 2013 at SMK Tatau! And as expected, it was just for formality. Lolzee! I got the title Pegawai Perkhidmatan Pendidikan Siswazah DG41!  Wait, mana posting? Now everyone started to ask me this bonus question. Terbaiklah.  Anyways, since it's December, and we have roughly a week to go before Christmas comes...*yayy!!*...I thought it might be a good thing to wish everyone A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014! Now, let's sort out my medical check up, shall we?

Notakaki: belum buat Christmas shopping lagi. Mr.Bubu's parents will be back from Russia this weekend. Cousin's wedding reception this Saturday. Xtau nak pakai baju apa. Aaaaa!!! *pengsan 2saat*

...genuinely comes from my heart and my brain, not from anywhere else unless stated...

Hi peeps.

It's been a while since the last time I dropped a post here. Hell, was it...6 months ago? No wonder it's full of dusts and cobwebs!

Anyways, I had an eventful 6 months...and to be honest, I quite enjoyed being in my current state; a grape planter. Not literally, of course.  I have finished my 6-goddamn-years of bachelor in education pursuing *yayy!* and now I am doing a part-time job as a substitute teacher. At...somewhere on Earth. Obviously. Where do u think I hailed from...Mars??

Being a jobless is not easy. You want to be a potato on the couch and at the same time, letting moolahs rolling to you? Dream it on. Lol. Some people think that money can be gained easily when you at last obtained a degree scroll. That's what you're expecting. And here I am, a degree scroll holder and still earning 2-digits per week, and if I'm lucky, 3-digits per month...which I still haven't got my pay until today *graaa!*...and yeah, that's the pain in the a** I have to face. Let's not talk about postings, for now. Let's just...close that chapter. Shall we?

I've always liked to open this same old topic again and again. It makes you feel full of chocolates and flowers, hearts and kisses. Typical girls will go for guys who can woo girls and sweep their feet off of the ground. *hey, kaki kalau xcecah lantai, itu hantu namanya okkayy...* My monstrous dinosaur never does that. All he does is being busy with his office duties on weekdays day and night *lucky I have a job now or else I'll strangle him to death!* and mock me for my physical appearance e.g. having double chin, plus size* whattt???* etc. Behind all that, he's such a sweet and caring boyfie. And of course, he gets the credit when his pals told him, 'Boleh tahan oo 'kawan' kamu tuu Dex, cantik dan cute...hehe...shhh! Jangan bising...hehee...' Of course, tengoklaa siapa si girlfriend kan? It's been 9 months since we dated. And I love him more and more :) Speaking about that, I get all the tingles when his mum asked when will I be meeting her...officially? Takutnya!

I guess this is it. Till next time, adios amigos!

...genuinely comes from my heart and my brain, not from anywhere else unless stated...

...genuinely comes from my heart and my brain, not from anywhere else unless stated...

Pipupipupipuuuu....

I get overly sensitive when I don't get what I'm supposed to get. I mean equality. Well, I come from a family that...well, I don't know...but I just feel that equality should be more practiced. U get what I mean?

I have four siblings including me myself, and we are all princesses. No brothers. Being the eldest daughter is a tough thing for me. I'm the first to get everything, but some things are not meant to be yours. I am the guinea pig, and being a guinea pig is not entirely awesome, but, yeah, I have to admit, not entirely a sorrowful experience either. It's my bittersweet thing. I don't get what I want, but I get something in replacement later on. Although it's not on par as my choice (mind you, I'm a bit...ermmm...on the top-notch, maybe?), I learned to appreciate what has been given to me, which is a good thing, really. God, what am I ranting about here, really???

Having sisters can sometimes be a pain in the arse, really. Especially when you have sisters who are capable of outwitting you in anything. Jealousy is normal. Everyone experiences that. But, having parents who pays more attention to the 'more capable' ones makes you feel a bit...no, super duper inferior! To make it worse, when everyone is far away from home, when you get to give your parents a call, don't tell me you don't feel the heartbreaking moment when they complained to you that their 'favourite son slash daughter' didn't give them a call. What the fuck. Pardon my language, I just don't know who to throw my anger at, whether it's my sister or my parents. Quickly wiping the tears away. Damn...told you earlier right, I get overly sensitive with these kind of things.

Sometimes I just wished if I ever have a brother. Maybe things won't be this way. Or maybe not. Who knows. But I'm still lucky to have my moo, my angel, my little red devil, my cupcake, my teddy bear, my oppa, my all, my everything. He's just the best thing I ever have. Thank you for lifting me up during the times when I feel so down, and thank you for all the cherishing moments. And most of all, thank you for loving me and accepting me for who I am. Thank you so much, syg.

 ...genuinely comes from my heart and my brain, not from anywhere else unless stated...