all these while, i have been questioning myself, what is life all about? (...rhetorical question...) i keep on pondering and pondering till i never know which answer is wrong and which is right. (...ellipsis...) people always mention that there's nothing wrong and there's nothing right BUT i believe there must be something wrong and there must be something that is absolutely right. there are no questions left unanswered. but, how do i know which is wrong and which is right? how do i know whether i am holding to my life prophecy or not? (...another rhetorical question...) i just cannot believe in everything that surrounds me now. everything's a veil covering the whole truth. (...metaphor...???) i just can believe in myself now. all the problems that bothering my mind i seem cannot to tell anyone, and i just don't know why. i need some space of my own. i need to clear my mind. i don't want to be bothered by all the things that happen around me. i just cannot trust my surroundings; i don't know why...
...the proud logo of IPGM Gaya Campus Kota Kinabalu, Sabah...
Really...I just cant believe that my two years of foundation studies in this college has almost come to it's end. Time flies so fast till u do not realize that you are almost reaching the ultimate goal of your study : TO PURSUE FURTHER STUDIES IN UK... Wow!! Isn't that amazing??
Two years in Kota Kinabalu honestly is not a short period...not even long enough to enjoy urself to the extent u're free from ur parents' control. crap. lies lie between lies. haha. what does that mean? forget about it. back to the studies talk. exam starts on the 18th of may and finishes on the 21st of may. (...M.E.R.D.E.K.A...) then i'll have my long-but-boring holiday. i hate holidays...
I wonder what's everyone's plannings for the upcoming break? go shopping and buy winter apparels, i guess? early preparations, eyh? i think i should go and get my license fast. note to self: remind daddy that i want my licence to be done fast. oops, forgot one thing: cannot go jalan-jalan after this. only one car left: daddy's waja. i wonder how the drunkard got bumped into mummy's avansa. hope that person really look forward to pay the repair cost laa...it's not cheap dude. not to self: prepare backup plans if the car is still not in the good condition as soon as i got back home. haiz...
...the cheerful faces during the class...Muiz, Azmi, Rama and I...
I wonder what's everyone's plannings for the upcoming break? go shopping and buy winter apparels, i guess? early preparations, eyh? i think i should go and get my license fast. note to self: remind daddy that i want my licence to be done fast. oops, forgot one thing: cannot go jalan-jalan after this. only one car left: daddy's waja. i wonder how the drunkard got bumped into mummy's avansa. hope that person really look forward to pay the repair cost laa...it's not cheap dude. not to self: prepare backup plans if the car is still not in the good condition as soon as i got back home. haiz...
...the cheerful faces during the class...Muiz, Azmi, Rama and I......1st June 2009-5th June 2009...
...Meru, Kelang...
...Meru, Kelang...
Well,let me see...and Opps!!there goes the excitement of Gawai celebration...duhh...
i had this so-called trouble when i informed my papa to book my flight ticket to go back to Sarawak two weeks ago,perhaps...telling that i'll be flying to KL from Bintulu on the 31st of May...but then, recently we were told that we will be flying in a group from Kota Kinabalu...
guess what?I had to fly back to KK on the 30th laa...apa lagi??there goes my rest on the hols...
what to do?at least I know that i still have the chance to fly to England in September...by God's willing...i really pray hard now so that I can make it to UK...I've come this far,so why all the waste?Alley,get up and be strong!!!Study!!!!
DYGTA-KERNA KU SAYANG KAMU
Seriuosly, this song reminds me of my pals--Val, Syl, Ann and Dayang. I wonder how are my friends doing rite now...Really miss them much...At least I can meet them once before i off for UK...Please friends, if u're out there reading this blog of mie,do respond to me...i really miss u all...
days burdened by assignments finished at last..hee..
well, i didnt realise that i didnt open my blog for how many centuries back...n whoa...if this's a book,i bet it must be very dusty by now...*sigh*...
honestly,i dun wanna talk about assignments anymore. it's tiring man...n very soon enuf,we're going to sit for our MOCK exam. well, come to think of it...i've been spending my days lately gaming (not really gaming laa...it's just sort of playing simple games in my lappy to...err...enjoy myself,perhaps?) and WATCHING MOVIES...(duhh...)...and what do u expect from all these?my God...Al...wakey2...and STUDY!!!!!
camera candid-ing during Social Studies subject...(wth!!!!)...
well, i didnt realise that i didnt open my blog for how many centuries back...n whoa...if this's a book,i bet it must be very dusty by now...*sigh*...
...A.S.S.I.G.N.M.E.N.T.S...
honestly,i dun wanna talk about assignments anymore. it's tiring man...n very soon enuf,we're going to sit for our MOCK exam. well, come to think of it...i've been spending my days lately gaming (not really gaming laa...it's just sort of playing simple games in my lappy to...err...enjoy myself,perhaps?) and WATCHING MOVIES...(duhh...)...and what do u expect from all these?my God...Al...wakey2...and STUDY!!!!!
camera candid-ing during Social Studies subject...(wth!!!!)...
Really man...i dun wanna regret in the future...what should i do now????
i was on the net since two in the afternoon, and guess what, that THINGY that i waited long didn't show up.
OUR ALLOWANCE.
gosh...do they expect that everyone really depends on FaMa Sdn.Bhd.???
now,it's six in the evening.no signs of it.
ALLOWANCE.
PLEASE LAA...if u all are not confident enough,just don't tell me when d allowance's coming out laa....yup,maybe u're right when u told d seniors but hey guys, whre's d ALLOWANCES for the PRE-DEGREE STUDENTS????
*mentang2laa kitorang blm msk degree pgrm kan...*...*sigh*...
OUR ALLOWANCE.
gosh...do they expect that everyone really depends on FaMa Sdn.Bhd.???
now,it's six in the evening.no signs of it.
ALLOWANCE.
PLEASE LAA...if u all are not confident enough,just don't tell me when d allowance's coming out laa....yup,maybe u're right when u told d seniors but hey guys, whre's d ALLOWANCES for the PRE-DEGREE STUDENTS????
*mentang2laa kitorang blm msk degree pgrm kan...*...*sigh*...
